And no not one those moments were I need a map.
I lost my mother this year and my job. I feel utterly completely disable to the point I am no longer happy and a prayer keeps me going.
I guess today pushed it for me. Just seeing her going up to the Elders being so happy to see them. Makes me think my daughter is missing a father figure. It makes me sad and lonely, these pass days staying at home with her has been great but I feel incomplete at times due to the fact I am not able to share these years with anyone. The way she lights up when she sees them makes me happy.
Knowing the rules there will never be a way to be in contact with them when they leave kind of breaks my heart.